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(no subject) [Sep. 29th, 2005|10:38 pm]
Someone save me
my confessions

[] I am bisexual

[] I am homosexual

[] I collect comic books.

[x] I shut others out when I'm sad

[] I open up to others easily

[] I am keeping a secret from the world

[x] I watch the news

[x] I own over 5 rap CDs No thug rap though

[x] I own something from Hot Topic

[x]I like Disney movies

[x] I am a sucker for eyes

[] I curse regularly.

[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.

[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie

[x] I have a job

[ ] I love Martha Stewart.

[x] I am in love/like with someone.

[x] I am self conscious

[X] I like to laugh.

[ ] I smoke a pack a day.

[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[x]I have many scars

[ ] I've been out of this country

[x] I am really ticklish.

[x] I love chocolate.

[x] I am comfortable with being me.

[X ] I play computer games/video games when I'm bored

[x] Gotten lost in the city

[x] Saw a shooting star.

[ ] I had a serious Surgery.

[X] I have kissed a stranger.

[x]Hugged a stranger.

[x] Been in a fist fight with the same sex.

[] Been arrested.

[x] Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose.

[X]Pushed all the buttons on an elevator

[x] Made out in an elevator.

[x] Swore at your parents.

[x]Kicked a guy where it hurts.

[ ] Been skydiving.

[ ] Been bungee jumping.

[x] Broken a bone.

[x] Played spin the bottle.

[x] had chicken pox.

[x]Ridden in a taxi.

[x] Shoplifted.

[ ] Been fired.

[ ] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[x] Stole something from your job.

[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.

[x] Saw someone/something dying.

[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[X] Been on a plane.

[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[ ] Thrown up in a bar.

[x] Eaten Sushi.

[ ] Met someone in person from the internet.

[ ] been to a motocross show.

[ ] Done hard drugs

[x] Taken painkillers.
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(no subject) [Aug. 7th, 2005|01:12 am]
Someone save me
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
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(no subject) [Jul. 23rd, 2005|07:56 pm]
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so im just really realizing that one chapter of my life had truly ended. high school is over and ill never go back. its weird. i messed up sooooo much and made so many irreversible mistakes but i am so glad that things happened the way they did. everyone had a period in their life where they make a lot of mistakes. mine was high school. i am become such a different person in the last few months. ive learned so much and i love it. i am completely ready for the next chapter.
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(no subject) [Jul. 18th, 2005|12:40 pm]
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i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: krystal breanne
4. birthday: may 3
6. siblings: one younger sister one older half brother and one older half sister
7. hair color: light brown
8. eye color: bluuuueee
9. shoe size: 8.5
10. height: 5’7.5

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: jessica, gen

2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yepperz

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: bloomingdales, nordstrom, abercrombie, guess
2. any tattoos or piercings: Ears and my belly button

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: no
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantene pro-v
3. what are you most scared of?: trusting someone completely

5. who is the last person that called you?: jessica
6. where do you want to get married?: in a garden by the beach
7. how many buddies are online right now?: im not on
8. what would you change about yourself?: eh pretty much everything

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: hot pink and turqouise
2. food: Italian
3. boys names: ryan, zachary, austin, christopher

4. girls names: brittney, michelle, bailey, penelope
5. subjects in school: none
6. animals: i love all animals!
7. sports: ummm i dont play sports anymore ha...um volleyball.
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: ha yeah
2. smoked?: yeah i hate smoking though
3. bungee jumped?: nope...last time i was up high was in hawaii and i had a panic attack
4. made yourself throw up?: yeah everyday for liek...3 years
5. skinny dipped?: ha oh yeah
6: ever been in love?: yeah...currently :-)
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: haha umm yeah with my parents all the time
8. pictured your crush naked?: i picture ashton kutcher naked daily haha jk
9. actually seen your crush naked?: ryan...mmmhhhmmmm
10. cried when someone died?: yea
11. lied: yes
12. fallen for your best friend?: yeah...thats never a good thing though
13. been rejected?: ha once...but it turned out to be ok cuz i won in the end
4. rejected someone?: yeah lots of times
15. used someone?: yeah i like presents...ha what can i say??
16. done something you regret?: uh yeah more times than i can count

c u r r e n t
clothes: boxers and a tank
make-up: none
annoyance: my hair
smell: my leave in conditioner
favorite group/artist: maroon 5, my chemical romance, starting line, taking back sunday
desktop picture: none
book you're reading: nothing at the moment
in cd player: jay z linkin park
in dvd player: everwood

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: my momma
hugged: laura
you imed: umm that was a really long time ago...
you yelled at: probably nick

you kissed: ryan

o p p o s i t e | s e x
what attracts you: lips, hair, personality
last person you slow danced with: ummm...that was a while ago...ryan i think??
who makes you laugh the most: shannon

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: no..
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: hell yes. i really want to know who has the better orgasm haha
wish you were younger: yeah um i wish i had a childhood
cried because someone said something to you?: yup

N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: once :-( :-(
of hearts i have broken: 2 i think
of people i’ve kissed: umm like 16-18
of continents you've been to?: 1
of tight friends: a few
of cds i own: like 50
of scars on my body: a lot..i was a clumzy kid

F i n a l | Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: when im bored or have nothing else to do
2. gold or silver: both
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: war of the worlds
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: eh...pokemon ha.
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: nothing...waddup anorexia! haha jk
9. could you live without your computer?: probably not
10. would you color your hair? yeah
11. could you ever get off the computer?: yes..
12. habla espanol? mas o menos
13. how many people are on your buddy list?: like 200
14. drink alcohol? yeah...but not lately
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2005|11:00 pm]
Someone save me
Love is when you can't sleep because you can't stop thinking about them.

Love is when you can't talk because you're afraid you're going to say something stupid.

Love is when you barely move because you're scared you will do something dumb.

Love is when you stare at the phone for hours hoping that they'll call.

Love is when the only thing that makes you feel better is their smile.

Love is when people can say anything to you or about you and you just don't care.

Love is when you get online and you sit there for hours and wait for their annoying sound so you can finally talk to them.

Love is when you find someone that you can tell everything and you're sure they won't make fun of you.

Love is when you can just wake up and have makeup running down your face from crying and they'll still say you're beautiful.

Love is when they would do anything to see you smile.

Love is when they're dying and the last thing they want is to hear your voice one last time.

Love is when every song reminds you of them.

Love is the scar across your chest when you loose it...

Love is when you cant get that person off your mind, no matter what and no matter where, and the farther you are from that someone, the more you hope
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2005|03:54 pm]
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so im at ryans house taking care of him because hes sick and asleep. blah so i guess its summer and i guess i kinda went on a date with a lesbian last night haha...or so ryan says-i however refuse it to be true. i feel the need to go make something of my time but i dont know what to do and im way too lazy to plan a trip. i should just get some shit together and go drive somewhere. i want to have an adventure but by myself. i feel like im losing everything that ive been comfortable with. i am so ready for something completely new. im ready to meet new people and be thrown into the constant vortex of self doubt and pre occupation.

on another note..even though i guess we dont talk anymore drama always seems to surround my unexisting relationship with him. i really just want to be done. it makes me never want to get into a relationship again because in all reality they will all end and i will have to start from scratch and go through all this pointless drama for nothing again. im utterly over heart break and this i can truly say im thakful for. i guess its my sisters turn? ouch. that sucks and i feel sad for her. then again i did warn her and she got involved and entrapped on her own.

i snooped through ryans room today and found pretty much nothing of interest which was boring. umm so looking around the room right now i am realizing just how hott my boyfriend is. mmmm i love this kid. i like watching him sleep cuz hes so peaceful and defenseless. ha he has a smile on his face and it makes me want to wake him up just so i can tell him how much i love him and how we fit oh so perfectly together...i could do without the snoring though haha.

ok so two hours of sleep is enough for this kid. wake up time!

peace loves.
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Ryan Steven McKenzie.....I am in LOVE with you. [Jul. 2nd, 2005|08:59 pm]
Someone save me


baby you are amazing. thank you for being so wonderful and not giving up on this. I love love love love love you sooooo much.
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2005|10:36 pm]
Someone save me
day 1

today seemed to go by so insanely slow. i feel like im counting the minutes until sunday when things can hopefully go back to normal.

sometime i hate the fact the i am in love. sometimes i hate the fact that he has the power the make or break my day. other days i love this same fact, due to the feeling i get in my heart when i see him, and the constant butterflies in my tummy

i really hope everything works and out and he realizes what we have because if not...i dont know how i am going to be able to deal with another heart break.
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(no subject) [Jun. 29th, 2005|09:12 pm]
Someone save me
3 days.

i hate crying.
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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2005|04:55 am]
Someone save me
so im leaving for hawaii...im not really excited at all...im waiting for ryan to get here so we can go to the airport together and spend 3 hours getting our shit checked in. oh joy!

i miss things and it makes me sad sometimes.

jessica fell off the face of the earth and can only be contacted by a phone call once ever few weeks. blah that sucks.
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